awwww. Lolita is making me uncomfortable. it gives me creeps.
9:50 AM
Woo, Jesus Christ is on Twitter.
2:28 AM
i hope u slept well..
>.<
i am gonna remember..
12:29 AM
day 1
battling myself.
write a letter to the future you.
Dear Michelle,
Stop thinking whatever you are right now, because in your state of mind, it's currently all twisted and bias. If ever you are gonna say anything to anyone, it's gonna be hurtful, confusing and disastrous. The frustration and sadness you are experiencing now is only gonna last for 3 hours or so. SO REMEMBER, "Sticks and stones may break your bones, but words cab hurt like hell."
Be wise and think twice. If you are currently not thinking straight please do not think and do as following:
1) TURN OFF YOUR HP
2) lock it up in your mother's room and throw away the key. ( dont worry she has a spare one but only she knows where)
3) think, think of all the memories, allllll, start from the first day where you sat in the hall, waiting, and then you saw a pair of legs walked past you. just think..
4) Read Lullaby if you are not to the extend of exploding, and try to get some sense out of it.
5) WRITE, just write out what ever rubbish that it is in you.
6) put on your sneakers and go out for a jog. get some fresh air
7) watch family guy and himym
dear michelle, i will write this down in 10 different places.
10 different bookmarks and all your diaries.
please. remember, what you have today did not come an easy way.
do not destroy them on your silly impulse..
if not you know you'll hate yourself forever.
you need to help yourself, if you can't no one can.
Sunday, September 19, 2010,3:23 AM
i am surprised that i'm a third through Lolita already.
not yet wow by anything of the events yet. so far it's been conservative.
i believe from the olden days sex must be a vulgar topic to but put down in words,
not to mention pedophile acts. every relevant word must be like a micro bomb.
i was thinking, might as well as get open and unlock my blog.
10:33 PM
this is how youth should be.
adrenaline
Friday, September 17, 2010,8:08 PM
lovey dovey
'From this day forward,
for better, for worse, for richer,
for poorer,
in sickness and in health,
until death do us part.'
Thursday, September 16, 2010,1:11 AM
my life
revolve around very few subjects
the people
the strays
the dog
the book
the jeans
the job
the songs
the shoe
12:05 AM
If I was a flower growing wild and free All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee. And if I was a tree growing tall and green All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
If I was a flower growing wild and free All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee. And if I was a tree growing tall and green All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
All I want is you, will you be my bride Take me by the hand and stand by my side All I want is you, will you stay with me? Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were a river in the mountains tall, The rumble of your water would be my call. If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.
All I want is you, will you be my bride Take me by the hand and stand by my side All I want is you, will you stay with me? Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were a wink, I'd be a nod If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod. If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug
All I want is you, will you be my bride Take me by the hand and stand by my side All I want is you, will you stay with me? Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were the wood, I'd be the fire. If you were the love, I'd be the desire. If you were a castle, I'd be your moat, And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.
All I want is you, will you be my bride Take me by the hand and stand by my side All I want is you, will you stay with me? Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
" If they're communicating well, they have a good chance. If they have a similar belief system, similar values, they have a good chance."
What about love?
" Love they should always have. But love changes."
What do you mean?
"Love- the infatuation kind- 'he's so handsome, she's so beautiful'- that kind can shrivel. As soon as something goes wrong, that kind of love can fly out of the window."
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" When she says ' How can you ask if I love you? Look at all I've done with you. What else would you call it?'"
" That kind of love- the kind you realize you already have by the life you've created together- that's the kind that lasts. "
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" 'Commitment' has lost its meaning. I'm old enough to remember when it used to be a positive. A committed person was someone to be admired. He was loyal and steady. Now a commitment is something you avoid. You don't want to tie yourself down. "
And if you don't commit?
" Your choice. But you miss what's on the other side."
What's on the other side?
" A happiness you cannot find alone"
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How can you be so open-minded?
" It's in my soul. But i constantly tell our people: you should be convinced of the authenticity of what you have, but you must also be humble enough to say that we don't know everything. And since we don't know everything, we must accept that another person may believe something else."
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" You knew me. You knew that person, but you don't know the person i'm trying to become."
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I used to think i knew everything. I was a ' smart person' who ' got things done', and because of that, the higher i climbed, the more i could look down and scoff at what seemed silly or simple, even religion.
...And i should be ashamed of thinking i knew everything, because you can know the whole world and still feel lost in it.
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:)
Friday, September 10, 2010,9:08 PM
i want a fisheye lens :(
1:48 AM
life
dog is the best creation of mother nature
whereas the human race is a failure
life without your will be miserable
life without your is misery
aww sepia is solitude
KOI, it's not what sets me crazy
it's just the bubble and the tea that does
brand really doesn't matter
If i don't look, i'll go blind
if i close one eye and open one,
the world goes round
I WANT, WO YAOOOO. oh well, but i didn't buy it.
i already have the chinese version of this.. but it's chinese. >.<
strangers amongst the crowds
worshippers of materialism
Food adds color to my world :)
wisdom is sexy, even when it happens to a dog
TO FU MAN, I WANNA EAT YOUR TO FU
son of the moron, and again, why would people love moron
