sad reality

And darling, darling stand by me.

Monday, August 31, 2009,11:19 PM

Michelle misses Xiufeng already.

2:49 PM

I need to get those things done quick

then fly back.

AHHH I WANNNA BUY MY TICKEY SOON!

AND GET PACKED~ :D

Saturday, August 29, 2009,2:02 AM

IT'S GONNA BE LASTING HAPPY TUNES>

Friday, August 28, 2009,5:58 PM

Menmeng ah~
i can just stare at u for the whole day.

3:47 PM

HA, Michelle is finally meeting up with human beings.

She didn't leave her house for 3 days oh!

hahah been living a life so self destructive.

now she is happily drinking her Magnolia GO! While menmeng sat opposite me at the table staring.
I would love to let him drink GO! but he won't know how to use a straw.

4:26 AM

if i ever going to have kids in the future,
this will be the thing that sits in the house and watch them grow.

1:23 AM

12:55 AM

Thursday, August 27, 2009,11:13 PM

guilt

9:20 PM

Public Enemies stopped showing.

:'(

5:48 PM

Disappointments come after trusts..

5:01 PM

oh god...michelle is so alone...

2:07 AM

I didnt step out of the house today. Planning to do the same tml if no one ask me out.
Ah, the only problem about not going out entirely is the food. I fed on the last packet of Daiso cup cake and the last mooncake.
Wondering what's for tml. Menmeng ah?

Oh i watched A Series Of Unfortunate Events.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009,8:39 PM

DEAR MAC, U REVIVED!

:)

2:38 PM

Dear Mac,
It's been a year and 4 months since we first met.
I can still recall that I almost cried when the delivery man handed you over.
I apologize for not treating you the way you deserved
I apologize for not giving you a casing, though we have one
i'm so sorry dear mac...
but please please look on the good side, there's always a change
and now
i promise i will clean your screen daily and give u a case
and promise you that menmeng will never come near you again
and i promise you i never put u on the floor and step over u accidentally..
ahhh.. i promise.. please please dear mac revive.
:'(

1:32 PM

Tomorrow tomorrow.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
^^

2:20 AM

ahh..

2:13 AM

ahh should i sleep early today.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009,2:47 AM

AH it's 2.47am
and i just finished Dracula
should i move on to another one.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Pirates of the Caribbean.
hahahha.

1:09 AM

AH Michelle is watching Dracula.
Again.
It's amusing to see an age old man drooling over young Keanu Reeves's blood.

I think Interview With The Vampire is nicer than Dracula.

12:01 AM

i watched the happening.
and i hugged menmeng through the scariest parts.
T.T
What a depressing, senseless, freaky show.

Monday, August 24, 2009,4:53 PM

I just heard from my cousin that China banned youtube and facebook.
Omg. life will be so miserable.

4:35 PM

argh
the beginning of boredom.

2:16 AM

How can I be more excited than mom over her new MacBook!
While She stays so cool.
And I brought her to Waraku for ramen, she commented the pot size ramen isn't filling.
Hahahahahaha

Hahaaaa. And finally I'm starting to read Shian's The Fall of House of the Usher! And will be starting on bookmarks soon!

Met up with the JC cool dudes yesterday for science center. I watched them had mcdonalds and kfc within 5 hours.

And finally I got the taste of holiday.
Meaning that I can sit on the couch and stare blankly in space because I feel too lazy to move my limbs and turn on the tv or to get my mac.
:D that's why I blog mostly with iPhone now.

Winkwinkwinkwink!!!!!!

Sunday, August 23, 2009,1:44 AM

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
On the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be

On the side of me

I remember when nobody cared

nobody cared

but you..

Saturday, August 22, 2009,1:14 AM

You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

Friday, August 21, 2009,3:25 AM

DONE? DONE!

2:57 AM

M needs her fringe tomorrow..

2:11 AM

nightmares,

they never really change

unless i change

it's the psychological reflection of ourselves

I'll really be running if i know myself.

maybe timidness is all i know so far, and that stopped me.

Run.

haha.

m loved to run.

and now she forgets how.

12:50 AM

ahh I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

12:44 AM

12:41 AM

ahhh it'll makes me cryyy

Thursday, August 20, 2009,10:57 PM

10:39 PM

AH I feel like watching Edward ScissorsHand

TML TML TML TML TML TML TML TML

i should go buy a wine opener tml

for celebration.

:D:D

maybe i'll let menmeng try some.

8:18 PM

If every time I said I want to die and I really died

how many times would that be by now?

4:17 PM

One more day

One more day
Oh god bless me.
The packaging size is freaking me out.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009,9:58 PM

i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you! i wanna sing for you!

3:15 PM

isn't it frustrating how black and white contrast with each other and yet they make a perfect match.

2:12 PM

depressed.

i am such a stranger to your encouragements,

never mind.. should learn the art of self pity.

1:55 PM

i feel vulnerable today.

m needs company.

3:53 AM

ooh. almost done.

almost died.

2:00 AM

haha

pac man, so cute.

so nice to have a big mouth and small brain.

1:58 AM

我好累。

12:08 AM

it's breaking my bones.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009,7:21 PM

Holiday falls on 21st!

But 18th, 19th, 20th comes before 21st.

the frustration of mathematic rules.

2:55 AM

i hate procrastinations

2:49 AM

iPhone blogging

And it rocks, though the keypad are relatively smaller.

1:02 AM

ahh i know every reason why i shouldn't procrastinate

Monday, August 17, 2009,11:21 PM

i wanna draw something cute now

ummmm not packaging

10:28 PM

Everyone loves Menmeng

True or False?

10:16 AM

i survived a taxi ride

it's not about me stereotyping guys in long white robes, turban, mustache and blasting radio of Muslim prayers,

they simply got a bad reputation..

Sunday, August 16, 2009,11:47 AM

THE LAST FIGHT

SUNDAY MORNING

SO much to do!

and yet so much for procrastination

ARGGH

had two shots of expresso to boast my confident against the assignments

' AHHA

let's start at 12noon and no meals till i'm completely DONE'

ONE LAST WEEK

let's put on a good fight!

Friday, August 14, 2009,1:10 AM

wtF

it crashed.

so did my 2 hour's hard work

wtF

and it crashed twice.

Thursday, August 13, 2009,4:09 PM

isn't it nice to hear the house echoes

haaallelujahhh lujahhhh ujahhh jahh jah...

i can do this everyday

Wednesday, August 12, 2009,10:46 PM

I hate myself for not wanting to go school tomorrow.

but

i dun wanna go school tomorrow

>.<

Tuesday, August 11, 2009,11:41 PM

Zipia

AHHHH
The Zipia fever.

12:47 AM

TODAY

i was at home the entire day.
and
did things that were suppose to be done

and thus
i was proud of myself today.

Monday, August 10, 2009,8:06 PM

damn proud

Sunday, August 9, 2009,12:10 AM

Hallelujah

well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth
the minor fall and the major lift
the baffled king composing hallelujah

Saturday, August 8, 2009,1:23 AM

my life has always been in contradictions

Friday, August 7, 2009,11:58 PM

I'm a lousy illustrator.

11:14 PM

depressed, reason yet to be known.

2:38 AM

Bad blood
Cold blood
you can't just change the way it flows.

if there's really a God above..
do you really judge like what the human says

Thursday, August 6, 2009,3:37 PM

A dream!


In visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed-
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted
...



Edgar Allan Poe
(1809 –1849)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009,11:17 PM

OH UP IS OUT
and Public Enemies is still on my pending list.

:(
anyone?

ooh and i wanna file a police record against my neighbor.

3:09 PM

hallelujah

11:18 AM

I hate school because I spend 97% of the time waiting.

Monday, August 3, 2009,10:12 PM

Things.

Michelle is going to witness something extraordinary.

SOON.

I've done my work
listened to Moonlight Sonata the entire day.
Didn't go anywhere
sat at the dinning table for 10 hours
Finished my pfgraph and moodboards
and doodled

doodling is fun, especially with candle light.
everything can be deceiving.

Forgive me about the nose. I was pretty blind today.
I worked with a candle.

Yeah, i really wanna kidnap you.
and the best love quote ever.

4:16 PM

Monday, the day before the first crit

I wonder why every time i feel inspired to draw, i'm rushing for some assignments!

Packaging!
WebDesign!

Way to go!
But the light is nearing!
HOHOHOHO
Gambatte!

what a blue period for me.
even my weight declines.
Bloody hell.
Maybe I had too much emo films
Schindler's List, Kite Runner
Godfather, Bucket's List,
The Mist. From Hell
emotional creatures like me shouldn't watch so much of "aspiring" films
BUT I LIKE>hahhahaa

It'll be holiday soon
and got to plan
Mural, group backpacking, solo backpacking( back chengdu chongqing, lol)
and i've got two months, only.
plan plan plan
plan is the KEY.
if not i will be sitting in a puddle of tears counting my regrets and misfortunes.

friends, i miss old friends.
I miss sharine, diana, xialan, dingbin and dan.
I seriously can't remember when was the last time i saw Dan.
Got to bring back the nostalgia

For my troubled friends: i hope your will be less troubled
For my blur friends: i hope your will be less blur
For my vain friends: i hope your will be less vain
For my workaholic friends: i hope your will be less workaholic