she thinks as long as there's time, there'll be chance.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009,6:00 PM
pretty
it almost kill me to do this. brain damaging.
1:03 PM
smiles smiles
INVISIBLE not invincible.
cup noodles and coffee. wwhat a sinful pair. i trade my health for smiles. *Smiles*
10:25 AM
:/
how cliche
how true
1:01 AM
Lies lie
will we be punished for lying?
Tuesday, April 28, 2009,9:26 AM
dark sunshine
GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!
i'm in school for video at 9AM.
GOSH, that's how lecturers use our precious sleeping hours.
Michelle can't wait for Friday's Labour DAY!
thinking that she can properly sleep up to 15 hours.
rather than the 4 hrs i'm getting now.
HAAAAAAA.
Thanks to Diana's philosophy.
HAAH
the superman, i bought her over from Dan.
HAHAHAHA.
Monday, April 27, 2009,8:55 PM
RESTORE fever
CHEERS! for the night owl who had just crawled out of bed.
School is crazy. 3 posters, one proposal, to be done, in one night. and the clock just hit 9. i was wondering, should i just take a cup of coffee and drive through the night.
"Restore" Not everything get the chance to restore, especially when it has a soul.
REMEMBER THIS! Best way to forget is time Best way to revenge is doing well.
(: Happiness is a choice!
ASK ME WHY! Why surrealism! (:
1:08 PM
thou shall resist temptation
Michelle is tempted
1:07 AM
remedy
Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life is harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world. Doctor says, "Treatment is simple. The great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go see him. That should pick you up." Man bursts into tears. Says, "But doctor... I am Pagliacci." Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains.
" (: "
Saturday, April 25, 2009,5:15 PM
TAKEN
"I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. If you are looking for ransom, I can tell you I don't have money. But what I do have are a very particular set of skills; skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you. If you let my daughter go now, that'll be the end of it. I will not look for you, I will not pursue you. But if you don't, I will look for you, I will find you, and I will kill you."
i bet everyone is hoping for a father like Bryan Mills (Liam Neeson)
Thursday, April 23, 2009,8:35 PM
Stolen
I can't remember the whole of it. I guess the moon stole half of it.
Should have closed the window last night. But what do u need my dreams for?
FILL IN THE BLANKS Night Dark Run Fly Roof People Chasing Sitting High Down Shop Houses Old Dark Roof Talking Asking Run Higher Scare Height Fall ROOF Tiles Rest
Illustration taken from: http://www.redbubble.com/people/ruben/art/135607-12-evil-moon
8:26 PM
KNOW?
wondering important ignorant
tell mean
care ?
do want care ?
am weighing down rock
sinking.
Deaf ears.
8:18 PM
speak for me
I dunno. What is this all about. What went wrong. What's right. blinded by..
12:23 PM
WELL DONE TEACHERS!
Your managed to mess up everyone's timetable and schedule on the forth day!
Where everyone is settled down and doing works.
HOHOHO.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009,11:24 PM
exhausted. Almost dead. Yet I'm only halfway through the FIRST week. ARGGGGGGGGGGH.
Poor Puppy have to stay home alone everyday now. Poor thing. THat's why i allow him into my room. so he won't be too depressed due to loneliness. and now he's trying to steal my panda cushion from my bed.
YAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWNZZZZZ. got to go now.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009,10:16 AM
MY First rotting Session
ARGGH. Frustrating.
My Jap class starts TOMORROW, without notice.
and I'm rotting with the school's Windows and waiting for my next class at 1pm.
3 hours away.
HOHOHO.
HAPPY ROTTING.
EY, plus I'm carrying the tripod and camera.
and the weight is sinking into my bones.
Studio Lighting?
Looks kind of tough.
BLAHHH. Yesterday was the first day of school,
familiar faces.
unfamiliar faces.
Same powerpoint slides during Director Comm Session
Hearing the same cheers
But I flitered out something good.
But couldn't remember the entire text.
I'm feeling lucky to be in year 2 now.
ONE MORE TO GO, then I'm off.
GAMBATTE!
For you and I!
Monday, April 20, 2009,10:17 PM
So much fun! but so little time!
WE HAD SO MUCH FUN. Had a little drink. LITTLE only. HAAAH no worries, we are all above 18, except SHARINE> HAAAAH but we were just having Breezer. LOL APOLOGIZE for the few photos, will upload more when i get more from Xiufeng! (:
They hit me with the cushions.
XIUFENG! BACK finally! with a new watch! WWOOOHH just love his presence(:
LOOK AT ADIB. The pretty boy.
THE SUPERMAN! DIANA!
ERMM Weatherman in yellow?! IT must be sunny that day!
GUESS!
CHEERS!
Now school has started, YEYEPOPO had left. Dear is back. Michelle wanna STUDY HARD FOR THE NEW BLOCK! speaking of how bad the results she got for the last block, she needs to put her socks up to her chin. but yet she still can't wait to meet her dear friends again. >.<
Sunday, April 19, 2009,9:57 PM
希望
看不见 摸不着 踩空了 完了
Saturday, April 18, 2009,11:54 AM
Michelle had another nightmare. she woke up in tears again.
Haunted by my own inconfidence. pretty cliche to me. Not the first or 10th and sure not the last.
BUT why some people are so undisturbed by dreams? i was tired too, exhausted. But still busted.
Make me happy.
Friday, April 17, 2009,10:23 AM
Too many vacuum cleaners/
Morning Sunshine!
Michelle thinks she had to ditch the idea of AIPS mural. Thanks to Diana from AIPS who sucks more than a vacuum cleaner( quoted from Kokshen.LOL). What a wasted holiday credited to you. YEAH and BSS teachers sucks more than a vacuum cleaner too!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009,6:59 PM
Canon VS Panasonic
Michelle is so excited!! She's at the verge of getting a new camera! As Mama might be giving away hers and she will take over my Canon E1! SO YEAH. HEEE Thinking of
Canon PowerShot SX110 IS since it's still within my budget.
One of the SX110 IS's biggest lures is its compact size for amegazoom It measures 110.6 x 70.4 x 44.7mm and weighs 245g, and that will fit comfortably into a jacket pocket or uncomfortably in a jeans pocket. The optically stabilized 10x, F2.8-4.3, 36-360mm zoom lens is responsible for most of that weight. Though slightly smaller than the XS100S, the SX110 IS remains large enough that it should be easy to hold securely, but its grip is shallow and the body is slippery. Encased in plastic, the SX110 IS nevertheless feels quite solid and sturdy. A door on the bottom covers an SD/SDHC card slot and battery compartment.
Then Mr Lee introduced me
Panasonic’s Lumix DMC-LX3
Panasonic has today announced the Lumix DMC-LX3. The camera is aimed at DSLR users who are looking for a compact camera to complement their existing SLR gear. Consequently the LX3 comes with comprehensive manual controls and a fast F2.0-F2.8 24-60mm (35mm equivalent) Leica DC Vario-Summicron lens. Images are captured on a 1/1.63-inch CCD sensor sporting 10.1 million effective pixels.
but it's kind of costly! Though i know it wins Canon SX110 in terms of both appearance and functions! But i won't mind getting it if Mama allows XD. But with a 100% guarantee i know she won't.
2:53 AM
NIGHTS
YAWN`~`~ Good night Night! I will strangle anyone who calls me before noon!
Monday, April 13, 2009,7:46 PM
Puppy LOVE!
HEHE. Michelle successfully washed away her "Archive With Short-Term Memory" with lalas.
Puppy is such an OBEDIENT dog! He loves everything that I love! He loves ( stepping on) my laptop. He loves ( chewing) all my markers. He loves (stealing) my cookies. He loves (biting) my toes. He loves ( blocking me while)watching TV. He loves to ( bark and) sing. He loves ( scratching) the sofa. He loves ( tearing) my clothes. He loves (wasting) my money. He loves to ( tangle) my hair. He loves to ( hide) my slippers. He loves to ( ignore) me!
For all these I credit my lovely Puppy by LOVING him more.
4:26 PM
LALALA
LALALA
4:25 PM
LA LA
LALA
4:25 PM
LA
LA
3:48 PM
PUPPY LOVE
TRUST ME! this is my puppy.
2:52 PM
vanish.
Let me bury myself so I won't be a spoiler.
SHHH... i hear my voice echoing at the bottom of the pit.
"what's next?"
"..."
"Wait?"
"..." Do you remember people talking about how love can bring colors and light into a blind man's eyes? Guess what Love, it's all metaphor. You silly crap. Building castles in the air.
12:29 AM
Surprise needed!
Monday, April 13 You must find a way to release your emotions. They have been bottled up for way too long. Find someone who is willing to listen to your inner feelings.
let's talk!
Dear Mr.Wall: I wonder where u get your wall paint and varnishing from! 'cause they look way too gorgeous. And do you have mites inside u? Or the paint simply kills everything like the new Nippon paint commercial, it closes and covers all the gaps and the cracks, right? OH, you better tell me about the varnishing too, 'cause you look dashing. gosh, I wonder how many layers i need to apply to be comparable to you!
Michelle lives in Photoshop. A 20 days trial hopefully.
Surprise her Love!
Sunday, April 12, 2009,1:31 AM
Midnight snack!
Michelle is out from her shell to have cup noodles!! It make her so happy!!! HAHAHAHAHA.
SILENCE. Everyone's asleep. But sorry Puppy! I'll have to make u watch me eat! HEEEEE. It stopped my stomach from growling! So happpy so happppy!
Saturday, April 11, 2009,10:43 PM
REMINDERS.
Thank you my very smart friend! form the bottom of my heart(: Thanks for seeing me.
She couldn't help with the flow. Despite everything. Every effort.
HOME SWEET HOME. She felt it today. So secured. So accepted. A place where she's always constantly placed on the top of the list.
HAH. Diana made fun of me today! SO BAD. And we didn't get so sing too! SO SAD. BUT I STILL WANNA SING!! >.<
Puppy is so clingy. That's why i love him! He loves me like I'm the only drumstick left in the world! He makes me happy. (:
She lost herself while pleasing everyone. Never learn how to say NO. Never know the conclusion of silence. She tried to make everyone to proceed, to move on, and yet she's all crawled up. Feeling the air at her nose tip but hard to breathe.
Friday, April 10, 2009,11:42 PM
ForeverYoung
Michelle got to share this.
"Forever young, I want to be forever young Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever
Some are like water, some are like the heat Some are a melody and some are the beat Sooner or later they all will be gone Why dont they stay young
It's so hard to get old without a cause I dont want to perish like a fading horse Youth is like diamonds in the sun And dimonds are forever
So many adventures couldnt happen today So many songs we forgot to play So many dreams are swinging out of the blue We let them come true"
We don't have all the time in the world. (:
8:44 PM
ZOO.the sun and the rain.
Michelle came out from her shell today!
She had a great time. REALLY .
Hail to the rain. Hail to the splashes. We were like green pixies against the forest green. LOVELY people with lovely hearts.Like camouflaged neon lights.
The rain didn't bring us down! Yet against the gravity we went the opposite way.
ARGGGH. Michelle wants to singsingsingsing with Adib Diana Sharine! wonder if they have any time to spare.
Had some talk with Sharine yesterday over dinner. Told her my little secret, and thanked her for keeping it. Even though I concluded with her that it is just my post-PMS-instability-symptom. I wish it'll work that way too, need a friend more than anything else.
Michelle is learning! Trying! Doing many things that will get her to be more independent! because she knows it's hard to find someone to cling on to, in a society like today!
I think it'll take me years for an INTROVERT like me!
Thursday, April 9, 2009,10:45 PM
silence
The moon at 7.30pm is breathtaking. I doubt anyone notice. PEOPLE busy walking, rushing, with their eyes fixed on the ground, on their toes. What a waste! What a shame! White, yellow, purple and blue. she should blush at her own beauty.
Michelle got drenched in the downpour up east today. Wet jeans and tees followed by 3 hours of cool air conditioning.
Had a wasted trip. thanks for 966 bus that accommodated me for 1.30 hours. Thanks for the BRILLIANT air conditioning again. Ended up in Woodlands and suddenly everything turned aimless. Michelle had to drag herself back Sbw. Then she remembered,"OH, my lunch!" texted two good friends, and none said "okay i'll eat with you!"
IT'S okay. MICHELLE IS JUST BLOODY SOFT-HEARTED. it's gonna be another silent day. i suppose?
11:44 AM
9 Crimes
"give my guns away before it's loaded"
10:57 AM
Achmed the Dead Terrorist
HAPPY? YEAY!
10:48 AM
CHEESE
She can always pretend that she has none. (:
NO WORRIES! To smile or cheese? Sharine said CHEESE!
But tell u what happen this morning first. ERRRRR sorry i forgot there's no mornings in Michelle's life. So yeah let me tell u about my afternoon today. i woke up, and tip-toed into the living room hoping YeyePopo had went out so at least i can tell them "你们刚走我就醒了" Then as i tip-toed out, i heard " 哦!你醒咯,赶快去吃早饭噻!" ARGGGH, right?
Yar, then i saw my dog. HEHEHEHE, so innocently looking at me
i said, "都是因为你, 害我昨晚睡不好,一直叫个不停!" and Yeyepopo then said i poor thing...... hahahaha... all thanks to puppy so i fed him my morning sandwich. i think he don't mind being my scapegoat at all.
YEAH and i saw 3-in-1 coffee in my kitchen for the first time in my life SO YEAH, happily i took 3 packets and poured them into a small pathetic cup. added water to only half of the cup. A sinful cup of caffeine, but i'm so contented and satisfied.
can't understand why my mum loves 2-in-1. isn't it the more the merrier?
Tuesday, April 7, 2009,5:02 PM
walk with me.
Michelle is a happy girl who walks in the rain.
and believes that love and friendship can go beyond genders.
maybe there should not even be the word "suppose" in dictionaries.
2:03 AM
the crazy race.
The two "ouches" i had today. One gave bruises to my thigh and butt and dented my macbookPRO, the other almost broke my finger. HAHAHA thanks to sweet Diana.T who tried to grab me, but ended up 3secs late.( give u A* for effort. HAHAHA) and sorry to Mummy that i had to make her see @@#@$&## for probably the first time. Think there will be a lesson awaiting me tomorrow. Forgive me! I tried!
I think gray patches are the things that make black and white more interesting!
AIPS didn't really work out the way we expected or wanted. Got ignore by the Diana.F, and currently things are still pending. waiting. ROTTING. Same to the speech day thingy at Broadrick, but i really hope Kokshen's efforts will be nicely paid off!
OH, Michelle wants to SING SING SING SING!! And she's so not ready to become an adult. she is having too many "i dunno"s in her life. and she thinks that emotions are simple things but made difficult by the society today. she don't mind time winding back for a 10000 years, even if it means she'll have to run and hide away from tigers and lions or to live in caves. because at least she's not born into the rat race.