带我去疯

Ohwell..
Michelle isn't that happy as she seems to be.
Too much things on her mind lately.

Maybe more strands of white will be appearing.
Maybe she will come to a conclusion.
Maybe she will just be like her parents.
Maybe she will skip the conclusion.

Gosh, she can't believe herself even thinking of these..

Who can she confide in?

MICHELLE WILL MAKE MANY MANY MANY MANY EFFORT TO:

exercise more often
bring tissue wherever she goes
comb her hair more often
be neat
look after her skin quality
have fruits and greens regularly
tidy her room once every 3 days
know more about chinese superstitious culture
improve her communication skills with elderly
make effort to travel to china town and take photos of elderly, thus gain opportunity to communicate with them
read up on psychology
work hard on her anger management
make more friends
improve on her illustration skills

YEAH!
Because she knows it's the only way to make things better (:

TODAY IS ONE OF THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE(:
AND I WILL MAKE IT LAST!
CHEERS(:

MICHELLE LOVES XIUFENG

FULLSTOP.

Michelle just realized, who is the lonely one.

Michelle just realized, who is the lonely one.

Michelle just realized, who is the lonely one.

Michelle hoped that she had consoled someone today.

(:

And she thanks Sharine who consoled her yesterday.

(:

Michelle wanna be saved.

I didn't see the stress coming.

It started with me losing things.
Then forgetting things.
Then confusing things.

Got blamed for everything that happened in the house
Including why puppy chewed grandpa's shoes.
Got caught with a list of pending orders and assignments
Which is even longer than Xiu's NTUC recipe.

Received a letter from NLB with list of books
thought i didn't return it
but i couldn't find them anywhere in the house
then i thought, " maybe i returned it to the school library"
Yeah, and currently, apparently, i lost my school matrix card too.

Oh, Michelle also lost a pair of newly drawn heels
while she was out bowling.

Michelle needs help.

Michelle feels so screwed.
She's panicking about her assignments,
Photos had never been such a problem to her.
UNTILL NOW.
And she knows why.

TIME.

She's sweating through her nightgown,
even with the fans on.
Thinking, maybe tomorrow will be another video day
or a theme-less day

But still, the panic starts.
DAMN.

Sour.

Michelle wanna get out of Singapore.







Like, forever.

Michelle told a lie today.
She hopes you know that she needs a change.

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

Tomorrow is the beginning of the new block,
and I don't want it to start!
Two modules! 2 stressful modules!
Feeling utter dreadful about the beginning.
Especially when my assignments from the last block is stretched to this.
AND, the AIPS mural on going.
IT KILLS ARHHHH.
(But I can survive this!!)

ANYWAY, after 6 days since the 1st day of CNY
I finally got a CNY shirt!!
And I am happily satisfied with my Muji sweater.
But I am still looking for a blazer >.<