i felt so awful.
so demoralized.
suddenly i felt so stupid.
as if my dreams had all left me.
the mirage gone.
broken. blown away.

I
should had see this coming.
should had been prepared.
should had listen to your facts.
shouldn't have held my dreams so high.


i don't feel like going to school.
afraid everything will hurt.
and all the energy left
left me with this empty shell to deal with those assignments
why
why do i have to know?
why do i go approach the fact?
and got burnt.
and maybe slowly i will die.

i love the previous song.

went woodlands today, hmmm. had a meal ( sinful meal)
bought some facial wash thingy at dunno what Ettusasia or sth like that.


AHHHH.
tomorrow is school orientation.
i'm so SCAred!

>.<

T.T
bless me please!!

La, LA

Things are just great.
Fluffy and bunny are still adorable babies.

HMMM. Didnt go many places lately, when J8 and treated mum Cafe Cartel and got a manicure, my Xiu forced me to >.<. The fan was blowing cool air straight at me to fasten the drying of the polish, and it was damn COLD. T.T

Hmm, watched a few moives lately too,
The Empress and the Warrior ( bad)
Three Kingdom ( not bad)
Streets King ( bad)
Yup i think that's for this week.

Treated Sop ice waffle at Gelare,
and we had dinner at Country Mania
What a sinful day. T.T
And i bought a nice water bottle at Sportslink
and afterwards we went for Streets King
ARGGH, not a nice movie.

I'm having orientation on the coming Tuesday,
ARRRG, kinda scare.
I feel so introvert. T.T

How do i survive in a new environment, for the next 3 years?
I dunno. Just so scared.

Bless me (:

MUA HA HA HA
i've got another bunny!! on my 22nd months anniversary with my xiu!!
IT"S ANOTHER TOTALLY ADORABLE BUNNY!
IT'S A LIONHEAD LOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


love it! :)
anyway dad said he'll give me around 4K per year:)
so it really lighten mum and my load.
and i'm getting pay on this thursday!!
MUAHHHHAHAHA
im so happy!

HA HA


i finished my 2nd mural, and i am expecting to be paid by next week :))
thanks honey for keep me going :)

and i just transfered 2k to mummy's account. hee, getting ready for my bookPro.
went causeway today, mummy bought some stuffs, a bag which is pretty nice at Keith and Charles, and a pair of shoes at Metro, a Lock and Lock water bottle and 2 DVDs - Mr Bean's Holiday and Ice Age. HMMM, didn't buy anything for myself today. But mummy said i should pamper myself after i get my pay, hee so thinking to spent a trip down to Vivo and get myself some clothes, hee. Though might be slightly more expensive, but i think it's worth the extra cash.
Bunny had her dried foods ran out, hoping to get her some at yishun tomorrow :)
She is getting bigger now, but i still find her totally adorable.

I did clean up today, hee, brighten up my room and house, washed bunny's cage and got her new sleeping towels. :)